received msgs from her and another her.
i noe you two miss me lah.
i'll be back soon okay. hahhaha!
super busy now please. i am replying msgs and got a missed call and talking to two people online and sending pictures to ppl and ahhh blogging this. and packing my stuff and argh. ):
waiting for sharon and fifi 's calls now.
arghh they call nowwwwwwww alrdy.
busy busy.
hello ni de milo,
10:26 PM
hohoho! i'm so happy. i bought many nice clothes yesterday okay.
but price not nice...
3 items total up to $174.
):
):
broke.
broke.
broke.
i'm so broke. i'm so broke. i'm so broke. i'm so broke. .....
someone gives me money please. pretty please :D
last night tong family gathering was fun ((:
qiao nearly fell off her chair after i press down her jeans button. even before i do it, she kept laughing and laughing and laughing lah. where got tickle please. hahahah damn funny!
went to desmond house like 10.00pm.
after watching incredible tales i fell asleepz. super tiredz.
then woke up and watched honey.
then byebye bicycle. qiao and i did tht 'gock gock' hand sign to bid farewell. super lame please. hahhaha!
eh i skipped a lot of parts. lazy what.
anywayyyy,TOMORROW BAND CAMP :D
OH YEAH! hwuuuwoooo!
and THREE MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY :D:D:D
uh, see these. normally ppl's conv. window backgrnd is white right. so.....
it's stupid please. hhahaah!
today! went out with yee siew to shop for graduation presents. so tired please. spent $3 + on transport ):
got flowers and wrapping paper ((((((:
left ____ & ____ & _____ to buy ((((((:
tags reply!
MING EN, hahahaha! its okay. my break down can easily be repaired by itself (: i love you! i will miss you! ):
CAIYANNN, HELLO PURE RECESS PARTNERZz. hahha oops :P I LOVE YOU! (: see you on band camp.
VANNY, lameoz. see your stupid lameo conversationz. lame postz!
roseROSE, yeah i know you miss me :D you shift over lah! (: (: i love you too buddy!
jannah, eh okay. cant you link ): nvm, I'M GONNA FIND YOUZ.
TWENTYFOUR, HELLO #24! ((: yeah i saw the smiley. see this smiley!> :DD loves.
hello ni de milo,
8:52 PM
the wind-rain was very strong today.
but,
vivyan did not fly away afterall.
why?
COS WHEN SHE LEFT THE HOUSE, THE WIND-RAIN STOPPED ALREADY.
HHAHAHAHAHA.
okay retardz postz
or rather randommmmmm!
it's not difficult to cheer her up.
hello ni de milo,
9:56 PM
i feel damn lousy!
vivyan is laoooooo sea!
teary eyes,,
)':
what she said,
makes me kinda,
going to break downnnnnnn.
hello ni de milo,
9:05 PM
that's what yeesiew said to me ''XIE MEN'' (freaky)
just hear this.
past archieves (bad events)
DROP $10 to the drain. ):
DROP $20(!!) cos pocket got hole )):
today...
LOST A GIANT PLASTIC BAG WITH MANY THINGS INSIDE WORTH TOTAL UP TO $25(!!!)
and so happen these happened when i brought money to buy PRESENTS.
like today, bought birthday presents ):
just after i left pastamania, i rmbed EH WHERE IS MY PLASTIC BAG. i got frantic and went looking around and around like merry-go-round. past by pasta like 8 times! it's damn embarrassing, many people were looking. (eh imaging keep seeing a polkadot girl girl walking past look like siaotingdong, so i borrowed ys's jacket to cover myself.)
anyway i also checked out other shops tht i had gone to before. even money changer! thanks abunehneh for the luck! ((: then to customer service. oh yeah eh, where am i? HABOURFRONT. sighhh, i find till 10.00PM okay! 10.00 pm. it's a tiring day i have to say. before, both yee siew and i were walking for an hour all over vivo city just to find a money changer. and before before that had band. carried 20 over chairs up from the space to the hall(!!) and also carried one OMG HEAVY LIKE HEAVY gong thing(even 5 ppl had problem...) eh.... and after that i'm all wet! sweat )))):
see what a 'SO RELAXING' day i had today.
back to the lost thing subject,
eh even i cant rmb i lost it! like i rmbed i was holding the bag on my hand den poof(!), it's gone. both of us were pondering how on earth did the thing left from my hand when i dont rmb i left it out of my hand or whatsoever. thts why XIE MEN! D:
oh edit
past archieves (bad events)
DROP $10 to the drain. ):
DROP $20(!!) cos pocket got hole )):
today...
HAHAHAHA I FOUND IT IN THE END. THE PASTA GIRL KPT IT FOR ME, LUCKY I WENT BACK FOR IT FOR THE LAST TIME.
WHAT'S THE MORAL OF THIS STORY?
DON'T GIVE UP HOPE. WHEN'S THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY! :DDDDDD
thanks ming en and yee siew for the bloody curse to whoever we thought who stole it.
they cursed till damn bad la! hahhahaha!
ming en's message:
CURSE HIM OR HER EAT FOOD CHOKE. WALK DOWN THE STAIRS FALL DOWN. DRINK WATER CHOKE.
GO OUT KENA LIGHTNING STRIKE.......
and yeesiew,
cursed him to get a car crash and the thing flies back to my hand. oO
nice one yo!
today was super busy :D
recieved many calls and messages continuous when i shopped, sorry yeesiew!
ohhhh, we went to toysrus. those kids are so fortunate ):
oh yeahhhh finally talked to shermaine and yee siew! i miss them a lot :D
YEE SIEWWW! dont cry over him okay! cheer up.
i know you dun even come here to see this but hey~ cheer up! :D
and
YOKEWANNNNNNN! cheer up! bestie is a fucking dumbo asshole. dont care. dont get upset over such remarks, you are who you are (:
and
FAITHHHHHHH!
thanks for your piggyback! and your stupid prank.
OH YEAH EH, THE LOST MY WALLET PRANK BY YS AND FAITH ALMOST MAKE IT REAL, instead of wallet but ahem plastic bag~ ALMOST~. HHAAHHAHAAHA~. THANK GOD!~
yeah thank god~ ~ ~
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):
;D
HAHHA RETARDED OR WHAT.
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hello ni de milo,
11:06 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON GO SHOPPING! (:
I LOVE YOU THE MOST LA. cos we are the click-est! :D
my bestest friend of all in my list (':
you are one who understand and always be there for me. i love those times, eating our all time favourite korean and japanese food and and dong dong machine with you! thanks for everything you've done for me, arigatogozamasu! (:
we suppose to go out today but............. sigh, nvm on my birthday we gonna celebrate together right!
yay! (:
today's drama-marathon with ming en was fun! from 9.00 and ended at 4.22pm(wa!!)
okayy emo emo again. watched tears )':
too sad that tears cant fall anymore.
band tomorrow zz. and laksa date :D
HAHAH SEE THE DIFFERENT ESPRESSION. HAHHAHAHAHA.
okay stop crapping,
gtg dinnnerrr. hohoho foot-to! nah, foodo!
I LOVE YOU THE MOST LA. cos we are the click-est! :D
my bestest friend of all in my list (':
you are one who understand and always be there for me. i love those times, eating our all time favourite korean and japanese food and and dong dong machine with you! thanks for everything you've done for me, arigatogozamasu! (:
we suppose to go out today but............. sigh, nvm on my birthday we gonna celebrate together right!
yay! (:
today's drama-marathon with ming en was fun! from 9.00 and ended at 4.22pm(wa!!)
okayy emo emo again. watched tears )':
too sad that tears cant fall anymore.
band tomorrow zz. and laksa date :D
HAHAH SEE THE DIFFERENT ESPRESSION. HAHHAHAHAHA.
okay stop crapping,
gtg dinnnerrr. hohoho foot-to! nah, foodo!
hello ni de milo,
7:52 PM
OMGz. i need to recomment this show! omgz it is the SADEST jodrama EVER. very touching. ):
A MUST to see!
it is called 'one litre of tears' / 'Ichi Ritoru no Namida'
okay basically, this story is about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The original story is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen.
):
):
):
reviews!
-this dorama is so overwhelming and tear jerker.
-The fact that this drama was based upon a real story makes this truly heart moving, even heart breaking. Honestly, I couldn't help myself crying when watching episodes 2 & 3. I guess the rest of the series will be emotionally painful. (same same:D)
-This is one of those that will leave a deep impression in our hearts and minds after watching.
-Every episode is so powerful and heart-wrenching that I couldn't help but cry litres of tears during each one. When you're done watching, you continue to think back to it and reflect on your own placement in life.-It's a story, which makes me feel lucky to be here... and well.
-on a scale of 10, i'll give this show a 12. okay...so its mathematically impossible, but this is by far THE best show i've ever seen in my life yet.
hahahahha :D
the show's damn good!
watch watch.
state of my mind now:
currently extremely emtional and dehydrating from crying a waterfall!
feel like dying........
HAHHA OPPSY the last sentence was fake. no die no die.
hello ni de milo,
7:28 PM
FUNNY PICTURES :D :D
What The.
the 19th hole.
Bad Day.
How Rumours Start In the Office.
Sad But true.
hello ni de milo,
12:09 AM
i treasure friendship more than anyone else. i really do.
NOT even one is left out in my heart.
the times we've been through together,
they were greattttt!
as we go on, we remember (:
friends forever and ever till the end.
i'm here to declare my love to all of my friends. (yeah, cos got nth to post so....) anw,
I LOVE U ALL!
lee ming en.
vanessa lee.
sharon goh!
cherry lee.
lim yee siew.
shermaine woo.
gracia tang.
faith lim.
michel chong.
pang yokewan. (thanks for the rather bad cry)
yogeswari.
hyona nugrohohoho.
not forgetting some others of course but these few names above are the preci-est of all. like gold. no diamond! (:
some bad events that have happened really made me even stronger than before, becoming a rather better person than before. i am really glad.
it is really all because of my friends. like yeah what's life without friends like hello? i could never ever finish saying 'thanks'. even in my entire life or when i die or my next life when i recaniated(my-eng-totally-sucks). really really. hontou ni. hontou ni.
i just had a great cry tonight. like real GREAT and red.
i've promised to build a better and stronger friendship.
and also to my clarinet section. i think i've gone real far apart from them. ):
my section is the best!
-looking forward to monday ((((((:
hello ni de milo,
9:23 PM
this few weeks were very fruitful and enjoyable.
why? watched 3 movies in a row+exams are over=stressfree=enjoy+my friends love me (:
i love final call(a horror movie) and u all shld watch it, it's nice. heh i DARE to watch okay, unlike
ohoh! amaths test today. i couldnt do cos i didnt bothered to. so i slept?! i was really sleepy okay. before that i was being a nuisense(?), acting as a freaking ghost in final call movie. and laughterors laughed at me laughtly. (if u dun get it nvm, my words. only can be found in my dictionary) oh yeah~, i wanna do tht during band camp to freak people out! HAHAHAHA. watch out people. here i come. woOoOoOoOo.
band was tiring. okay. bye.
yayyyyyyyy next monday i love. my clique are going on a movie parathon. which is going to each of our houses to watch rented/owned vcds/dvds and celebrating sharon's birthday (: and also on my birthday, we are going to celebrate together again like previous year. ((((((:
oh yeah i have yet to sell band concert tickets ):
sighhhhhhh,, due tomorrow lah! last minute who wanna to buy eh.
sighhhhhhhh.................
please don't get back to my old self again.
hello ni de milo,
10:46 PM
pictures uploaded!:D
THE STAYOVER
we were cam whoring at 4a.m. so much funnnn.
this shot damn cool. i like.
Ilook like a vampire here. see the shades!
come let me suck your blood :D
we love our mp three and four, dont we?
white and black earpiece.
FUCK YOU? but it seems like she's digging my nose. heheheh.
^HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH our legs were trying to reach to our heads HHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
IDONT BELIEVE THIS PICTURE. qiao was behind me. but it doesnt seems like her. her hair was much shorter lah! is it a ghost?
i really hate blogger. i uploaded the pics like 5 times and finally it works. there's more actually, but tired to upload already.
Saturday, Sunday.
we played counter-strike, o2jam and maple. ): not as high as playing HALO2. damnnnnnn, my xbox spoilt. wth. then, we watched nobuta jap vcd for hours and seed of chucky(part of it). the show super grossyyyy and OMGOMGOMG SICK. yeahyeah. okay, next, watched some kattun vids. there's one we were imidating their fans doing. so hilarious tht we laughed till we stomachachez.
here it goes: ONE TIME shake shake TWO TIME shake shake THREE TIME shake shake FOUR TIME clap clap storm storm. we even video-ed ourselves doing it. HAHAHA LAMEz.
sigh, yesterday was unlucky, we couldnt play o2jam at all and auditionsea was crap, cant open+hang my comp. we spent almost the whole day fixing it but failed. sigh, other day okay cai dao peng. this saturday!
okaydonkey, gottogo nw. i'm meeting CMS in 30mins later yet i still hvent eat+bathe.
hello ni de milo,
9:51 AM
WAAAAAAAA )))))):
tomorrow is the last emaths lesson!
i'm gonna miss it.
`lamer soh and the 9 girls slacking in the small klass,
shaking legs and saying jokes.
`EGOness between gracia and sohz.
`eating junk food in da klass. sohz joined in as well :D
HAHAHAH TODAY. some naughty peepo used handphones when sohz was away.
he knew it anyway and ask the most innocent one refering to ME, ahem, to say whatever blah blah. i said WHAT THING? huh huh. HAHAH he didnt care anyway. (:
HEHEHEHE.
wheee. we didnt take chem test today cos we have special previlege. exam what!
saw those Os students came out of the hall and cried. english paper was tough huh. ):
oh,
went to KAP =KING ALBERTS PARK again!
CLOZE STORAGE again!
sushi again.
yummyyyyy.
studied at macccccc.
ANDD -.- just like 2 days ago there, i didnt do much of maths. we were shopping and camwhoring and playing and laughing and joking all the way :D
MANY RANDOMMM PICTURES TAKEN OKAY. lazy to upload lah. (:
die xx yesterday didnt touch maths at all! and today......
sighhh, ohhhhhh
some acs guys(arnd 7 of them) are so action please. they were laughing damn loudly! esp when we were going to the toilet. once we came out one of the guys saw us and ran away? laughing super loudly again. they kept looking over our side. and gracia said they were looking at me. so i turned and looked at them andd OMG ALL OF THEIR EYES FELL ON ME. okay, what's on my face? nth what.
suckersssssss. fariza said we are GODNESSES what. ho, nice (:
cherry and i listened repeatly like 10 over times of the song 'because i'm a girl'. damn niceeeee.
i found one what.
then, in the bus. again. zzzzzzzzzzz
i think my hair rather messy.
hello ni de milo,
6:52 PM
KO NI CHI WA!
to DAz JIAz
chatted with cai dao peng last night till 1.45 am.
ohmyG
LAUGH LAUGH 'n LAUGH
thanks for crapping me up until stomachache-ki, like you always do.
HAHAHA noooo lor actually i'm the joker. :D
yeah, lucky i had no nightmares, only dream. tankgoodnurse! hoho.
here, something interesting to read :D
credit to derick, (:
-
It's your first time.
As you lie back your muscles tighten.
You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you.
He asks if you're afraid
and you shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience,but it's the first time his finger has found the right place.
He probes deeply and you shiver;
your body tenses;
but he's gentle like he promised he'd be.
He looks deeply within your eyesand tells you to trust him
- he's done this many times before.
His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance.
You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,
but he slowly takes his time,
wanting to cause you as little pain as possible.
As he presses closer, going deeper,
you feel the tissue give way;
pain surges throughout your body
and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues.
He looks at you concerned
and asks you if it's too painful.
Your eyes are filled with tears
but you shake your head and nod for him to go on.
He begins going in and out with skill
but you are now too numb to feel him within you.
After a few moments,
you feel Something bursting within you
and he pulls it out of you,
you lay panting,
glad to have it over.
He looks at you and smiling warmly,
tells you,
with a chuckle;
that you have been
his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience.
You smile
and thank your
dentist.
After all,
it was your first time having a tooth pulled.
i know what you are thinking okayz.
HEHEHEH
horny can.
@_@
the better days has came, when all i do for the day, is to laugh at every silly things. no worries and regrets ever again.
hello ni de milo,
12:17 AM
HEH HEH HEHEHEHEHEH.
SOOREE MAN. FOR NOT BLOGGING MAN. TIGHT SCHEDULE MAN. HEHE HEH.
i almost forgot i have a blog -,-
OoOoOoOo lvl maths is
so i'm not going for band for two weeks. (:
today, went out with faith to ikea & queensway shopp centre after emaths lesson.
HEHEEHE. old memories flows back :D
faith ah, likes to pinch my butt and poke my leg. not horny what.
okay seriously i'm in a bad luck state now.
TUESDAY - pocket got hole, dropped 20 dollars.
TODAY - so fated met band tcher ): got scolded.
AHHH, MY MINI STITCH TOY IS LOST. ANYONE SEES IT IN SCHOOL PLEASE CONTACT 97999748. OH MY. is like after 5 mins then gone, st margs ppl are pro stealers. whatever.
everyday - worried for band and exam )):
this whole week is crap.
sorry to all my friends for carrying a stupid dumb sad face to school. sigh.
anw, on the happy side.
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING. hohohooo. band camp. okay, band again, SIGH SIGH.
oh, west mall has become my hangout place together with sharon, cherry and michel. yay.
k-box was fun again with you guys. and neoprints :D
MISC EXCLUSIVE is another favourite spot. love love.
oh awww, sharon cant celebrate her birthday with me like last year.
her grand passed away ):
but HEHEHE we are going out for movie. MATERIAL GIRLS (:
more hangouts,
i am going to watch more korean dramas at cherry's, michel's, sharon's house and mine after my maths paper.
and,
stayover at yokewan's hse with faith(not cfm yet)
ah still in a poor mood. baka. i'm losing things too fast.
i only can blame myself for being so fucking careless.
HAHAHA AND I CAME OUT WITH ONE WAY,
paste a little note at every of my valuable items ' if found, please contact vivyan @ 9*999***. thank you. have a nice day :D'
HEHEHE. SMART ME EH.
i'm hoping for better days to come, when all i do for the day, is to laugh at every silly things.
no worries and regrets ever again.
hello ni de milo,
10:17 PM